Complain-a-thon

Nobody reads this, so what difference does it make? I need a place to rant.

Complaint #1
I am sitting in my office trying to figure out what is wrong with a graph I do for a monthly report since the recipient claims the numbers are transposed. They are not. Am I seeing things? I just had a lengthy discussion with my boss about why my eyes hurt, and yes, I went to the eye doctor for an exam this morning. I wear contacts for distance, and reading glasses to see the computer and anything in small type. It's a real pain and the reading glasses hurt my eyes. I hate taking them off and putting them back on all day. I'm tired of the headaches I get when I don't wear contacts so I can read everything just fine, but have to wear glasses for distance so I can drive and read street signs.

Complaint #2
I am the most inconsistent person on this earth. Here I sit using work as an excuse yet again in order to avoid working out. I even committed this time - bought 10 classes - signed up, and I don't want to go. I have gone to exactly 2 classes, enjoyed them, was challenged by them, even had fun. Sure, I felt like a complete out of shape fool, but at least I showed up. Tonight? I am sitting in my office crying like a fool. Why is it that what I need the most to make me feel better is something I am avoiding? I hate when that happens this time of year. I won't be able to ride this weekend either due to a company holiday outing on Saturday. Maybe Sunday? I AM going to class on Wed. Of course I could still make it tonight. But - I hate being late, more than anything. To get changed, drive up MLK, find parking, drag my bike, shoes, rollers, etc. into the building and get set up ... I don't think I'd make it. I'm stalling. UGH I hate this. Indecision. Guilt. F-it, I'm going. I need this. no more excuses.

Complain-a-thon will resume at a later time.